I am standing on this empty street
No matter if it's cold or burning heat...
I see he's going far away from me
but..
I guess this was mean to be...
I kept waiting foor him all day all night
but...
He was too buzy to even try or fight
He said i may not see him again
and he could never give more pain
I may not be happy as he may seem
but every night i see him in dream
He said you should take good care
I asked him what more is spare....
I wish he stay happy and get all joy
no matter if i was just another toy..
I tried wishing his good luck for life
cuz he's going to be someone partner life
He promise that he will always stay
but that promise was just a plastic play...
I don't know how long will i survive
but i know
my heart isn't alive
He called me to say sorry but i was high
and i never said anything but just a sigh...
I went out and looked for friends
but i looking at some shallow ends..
I never thought i could be this alone
and i will not have anyone to call my own..
I looked up at God if can justify
but...
my bad luck i never got replay
So i came back home and kept thinking
while every hope of life kept sinking..
I kept thinking more what should i do
but always thought of love that wasn't true
How can everything i had end so soon
and i was alone again just like moon
No he seem like a star
whom i can see but is very far
I think..
for him i was an ordinary girl
becouse
even if i am dead he wont cry
I called him desperately becouse i fall down
but,he was to busy to answer phone
No...he can't be someone i ever knew
and the one who always said "i love u"
Who is to question and who is to blame
becouse now i can't even say your name..
I never wanted anything to end this way
but..
he left me nothing more to say...